That was a year of drained energy.. both physically and drained mentally
its 7 years after the one who gave breath to me
faced a masectomy, hysterectomy..almost seemed like a vague memory..
but turned out to be failed therapies, I blazed terribly
spent whole days introspectively, but when your living low-key
thats invitation to enemies they cut the wrong face with their homemade weaponry
and blamed it on a recipe of haze and amphetamines..
blame destiny you'll still pay heavily,
the hate got the best of me but faith intercepted me: a similar predicament with major discrepancies
I somehow escaped from a felony and through that so called friends never once gave empathy
they never even texted me..now im back out, they all wanna message regretfully your all dead to me

(Hook)
Dont let me be just another thing you deter to accept, prefer to reject, thats something that you'll learn to regret
I do it not cause im concerned with a cheque, nor concerned with success, nor concerned with respect
cause you either lead the way or be the sheep, succeed or fail, speak how you feel or be discreet,
compete or stay as a perceiver not seeking to reach and achieve them dreams that you see when you sleep


See looking with your third eye is not for the psychologically weak
ive had negative vibes, ive seen positive peaks..
ive even seen my demise in impossible dreams
and though improbable im weary when im walking the streets,
or when the boys laugh at me punching clocks for the week,
making offers to me from ozes of weed to quarters of keys
and thats when the conscience will speak subconsciously
'the only difference with a job and the streets is just a box of receipts..
its not the fact its a law that is breached, its cause the tax is not logged to
the beast, were just a flock of their sheep'
I got a scholarship to college had it dropped in a week..
Cause I didnt just acknowledge all the knowledge they teach
and right when i was about to stop rockin' these beats the little sis said 'your a prophet to me'
and thats how I know im probably deep (thats how I know im probably deep)

(Hook Repeat)

Fuck if your life is hard, use time, make it metamorph, being alive has a price so live with it,
I dont rhyme I define using metaphors, that give sight through the eyes I envision with
fuck a predicament, though ive always been against the odds, rejected loss.. diminished it
thats why ambition is a deadly force, so when im dead and gone in every song I still exist..
through my creations.. just like the meaning of the pyramids before they were a symbol of imprisonment
Im far from a physicist..but though mind says my time is limited, my heart knows my life is infinite..
But im branded as a hypocrite cause im all about being positive until you act ominous and then ill act ignorant
blame it on the capital district, channeling this animal instinct.